The words that were spoken, were not true as they were told to be so.
A heart that was broken in such a short time that was so short that never lasted.
To turn our backs on another when they are hurting so bad.
As the time that had pasted the pain in the heart was gone!
There was no feeling that lasted as it was gone in a very short time of life.
No understand from another, as they didn't care what had happened.
Nor did they care of another's feelings.
A room that one would come in too not a word is said.
A Love that should have been true has gone.
The words were not the truth that was said.
A lonely life would be better than to be hurt once more in life.
How can anyone be so cruel to say they love you and not mean what they say!
And some where in the world today that what people do to others and hurt them in this way.
And as the days passes by they think of what could of been.
A dream that will never happen as time passes away.
To be alone would be better than the hurt that aother put upon others.
And what another would say.
But they are just lies that another would say.
And when this happens how can others trust another!
The trust is gone and life for another is alone for the rest of there life.
Or is it that way or is it?
And others wonder why it is like this.
Others never speak of what happened, as they are told not to say a word to another as they are tried of hearing the pain that one goes through.
The animals love their master with pure love.
And humans don't even care what they do to another, or do they?
As they don't care what they do in life only to get even with another.
They have no feelings in there hearts nor care.
To be ignored by others in a room that a person is hurting in side.
How can they know unless they were there and in that persons place!
If they did they would understand and care about another but they don't.
Maybe it will happen to them and then they will understand what it's like to hurt so badly.
To turn their backs on another when they are down.
And are hurting because they do not understand what another is going through.
Maybe others should listen more and have understanding.
Or maybe they just don't care what others do to another.
The thoughts of another being hurt will never go away in there minds.
For it will always be there to never forget and the pain will be gone.
But the memories will never fade away!
As they will always be in the minds of others.
It just pushed back in their minds so far back that they want to forget in till something tigers there memories of life.
And it comes back and they remember of the passed.
How sad that others will do this to another and be so cruel.
And do they care that is the answer that comes too mind.
We all wonder why this is but sometimes there is no answer to be given in life.
People just don't think before they do or say things that they don't mean.
They are so mixed up in there own life that they just don't think what it will do to another.
And how it will change another's life forever!
Can we do this to another with out caring?
Do we have too make mistakes in life with out remorse?
A lonely person in life that is wanting Love from another and gets rejected from another and gives them pain and hurt.
Does this make others think?
How would others think if this happens too them?
There would be hurt, anger, hate and despair in there life.
No trust for another or a new beginning in there life.
Because that`s what they would think in there life.
They would feel that there is nothing in life for them.
So when you say that you love them make sure that the words that you speak is the truth!!
And that the feelings are true of what others say!
For the heart is very is sensitive and feelings get hurt very easy!!!
Written By,
Sharon Ann Cressy
Time: 10:51P.M.
Sunday: August 3, 2003
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Tears Of Pain And Hurt
"The Mistaken Ones"
If tomorrow never comes I`ll always be waiting.
When are love was so true.
When we told each other that are love that was so true.
When are hearts meet for the very frist time.
There was true love that was in are hearts.
Nothing could stop the way we felt as we knew how we felt in side.
When you left and went away the tears fell upon my face.
I just sat and cryed not knowing why you left and never said good bye.
I thought that you would return but in my heart I knew that you wouldn`t.
And tomorrow never comes as you faded away in the mist.
There is no return from the passed.
I never thought that you would never go away.
I couldn`t see as the tears blined me.
My heart crumbled too the floor braking in to peices.
And you never faded away as you were always in my mind.
Seeing the joyes time that we had.
With the laughter that we shared.
Your in my heart and the thoughts we had will never leave my mind.
I wonder what happened and why you left me.
And I wonder that something had happen too you.
I looked for you but you were not there.
And you left with out a word.
I called places where you might be but no one told me a thing.
But not a word was said.
My heart was so very sad.
But I knew in my heart that you had this all plained.
You left me that day with out a word.
You got what you wanted and are you glad or sad?
And one day I had heard from you and the things that you had said.
As I read the words that you said hurt me so bad.
What is the world coming too?
Don`t you understand that I did no wrong?
And I knew that you were never return as my heart told me so.
And you know I knew before you left of the things that you were going too do next.
All that I know is that I must go on in life.
Trying too make a new life for my self.
I will heal as time goes on.
My life is not gone as many might think so.
There are many thing that I will learn.
And I know in my heart that I can go on.
And all the things that others may say I know in my heart what the truth was and I can only say that I know what is right or wrong.
And now I know what you were after it was never my heart that you wanted you just used me.
So mixed up in your life that you think it`s alright of what you did too me.
You never thought in your heart, you just came and gone.
And was the part of your life and I know that you made a mistake.
But you didn`t think of what you did by changing my life forever.
And I think that there are others that are like you and they are mixed up and do not know what they are doing.
They do not think they just do it and not think what the hurt and pain that they do to another.
And there are others that like too cause trouble in there own way.
Just because they have nothing else too do and it fun to them.
Just too another see there pain and that is a shame.
Some times they learn but others do not care about anothers feeling nor do they care about another and what they do.
The judgements come first and say what is not true.
They just think of what they heard and talk too others.
And of course the others suffer for being judge for what they do know what they have done, to be judge in this mannor.
Why can`t other ask before they judge another.
Can`t others ask another if what another has or think that has done or may not?
But they do not ask another they just talk of bad things that they think that person has done.
Couldn`t ask that person if it was true just being two face too another.
What is there plasure in this?
It is crul and mean and hateful.
So how can other be this way?
Can others just open there eyes and see that it comes back.
Can`t they just understand what they are doing?
Are they so dentes that they can not see?
And they say that they do no wrong.
But we all must reailze that some do wrong in life.
And some don`t mean too.
And there are others that do not think that way.
What is in the minds of people today?
And the thoughts that they think that might be not ture.
And beleive what others say and not really asking for the truth?
And asking that person that is being judged to ask them if it is true.
Have they no guist too ask before they make that judement?
Written By,
Sharon Ann Cressy
Time: 254 A. M.
Sunday
September 7, 2003
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"Desiderata"
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quiely and clearly, and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they, too, have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexation to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affair, for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself, especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love; fr in the face of aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misforture.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful.
Strive to be happy.
Written by,
Max Ehrmann
These flowers are called Moon Flowers.
The flower open`s when the sun starts to goes down.
You can see the Moon Flowers open up.
And they have a very sweet smell.
The Moon Flower become 6 inches around when the flowers are in full bloom.
These Moon Flowers were planted by seen last summer and didn`t come up in till this summer.