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"I'm A Child Please Don't Hurt Me"

I'm a child that wasn't too be.

My life I want but no wanted me.

I cried because I wasn't wanted you see.

As I was abused and know one could see only me!

I knew before I was born and the tears just roll down upon my soul.

And I wonder how this could be?

I was unwanted from the first time that I was confused.

No one seem too care only me.

I wanted a loving family that would love you see.

And I wonder how this can be?

All I want was too be loved by someone that would love me.

My life came and I left because my father and mother didn't want me.

They just abused me for the things that I want too be.

The anger and hurt that my family put upon me.

I was so incense when I came in this world just too show my love too them wasn't too be.

Oh how can this be?

All I receive was the abuse from my family.

There was no love for me you see!

The burses that were put upon me I cried so painfully.

I tried not too cry but the pain that was put upon me was so great that I could not see as the tears covering me.

Jesus took me home once again as he could stand the pain that my family put upon me.

How can this happen too me as I was so loving.

I cried because it was the only way that I could comate with my family that something was wrong with me.

I was hungry or I need too be clean up.

I had no control over my bodily functions as my family had too take care of me.

And I still asks how can how can this be, as my family was so mean too me.

I was unwanted from the first time that I was growing in side of my Mother.

I was so little you see and my family didn't want me.

They just abused me because of there anger and hurt that they didn't care about me.

Now I with Jesus and that where he wants me too be.

As Jesus will fined me a home where I will want too be.

Where there is love and they will understand me.

But for now Jesus want me too stay with him.

As I will be safe in his loving arms and that is the way it has too be!

As I am free with his love you see!

I'm in a garden and all the animals see me.

And no one will be curl too me as Jesus loves me!

Written By,

Sharon Ann Cressy

Tuesday,

September 20, 2005

Time 6:47 AM

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And to see beyond everything as far as the eyes can see.

I hear the music that sadness me beyond life's busy world.

It is the music of life's busy world!

And not listen to the voice within ones self of the spirit within ones mind.

My heart is broken in two for life can be so curl as I know what they are going through.

To Love within my heart and to share it with all beings of life it self.

Beyond the light that is upon me that dwells so brightly in my soul.

Too be free with out worry and go on within my soul.

For Life is to go on there must be answers that I can hear and see.

To live in this world of a hurtful hearts and cruelness people its beyond me, for the time has gone by for me.

I'm old but not in age but wise and aware of life's troubles.

Beyond time as there is no ending or beginning for me as I live on.

To be free is a blessing too me.

I shall not want nor hunger for it will be within me.

I can't say how I feel as the time has gone by so fast that my heart hurt so badly.

My feelings hurt as I fall too the floor and the tears began too fall.

As the tears are frozen upon my face and the tears fall upon my face so sincerely.

I have no life as it has been taken away from me way beyond eternity.

For some day I will be gone and be with my Creator as it will be a blessing for me.

I try too touch the hearts of man but he doesn't listen too my words.

For I'm judged by man himself as a child that is heard.

If the Creator took me home would anyone care?

And I wonder who would really care at all?

Will there be tears that are meant too fall?

I try to do what is right in my Heart with Love within my Soul.

And others condemn me for what I am and who I am, but they don't know me personally.

As they don't really see me in real life!

They just hear my voice, but they really don't even know me!

And they will never know what I really am or will they?

If they did they would understand me!

If others would know whom I am than they would understand!

The Creator tells me what too say from my soul from the words that I write.

Others see it when they meet me and know me!

There are no questions asked, as they just know.

I'm never was asked a question of knowledge and what maybe ask of me.

I'm just ignored and put in a corner and I just listen.

But no one listens too what I may say as they are too busy in there own world today.

And it just goes through their minds as if they never heard it being said.

And they just don't listen they say they do, but do they?

Do they listen in their hearts and souls?

What are others thinking in their minds, souls and hearts?

Or are there minds somewhere else of the problems that they worry about and

don't even talk about?

And not wanting too listens to the truth that is said.

They hide in their fear of there own beings!

For they don't even realize what they are doing too their life.

For they are hurting there own being physically and mentally.

There are answers too all things in life.

If we all ask for the true answers and be honest and be truly within our selves.

We would all know the truth of life within ones mind!

For my self I cannot tell anyone what to do, as it is not up to me!

It is others to make their choice of what they want too do.

I'm only a guide that the Creator has picked me.

I'm just the door way too life it self-trying too help another that is in need!

Some may ask questions and understand what I'm saying but others do not say a word!

Nor ask me questions of what I know.

We hide in our selves not saying a word to another.

Nor do others speak of what they really feel in side them selves.

Think within our selves and the spirit of our very own souls will speak.

If we all listen within are spirit we will get the answers that we all want too know.

But we are so busy in are minds we do not receive the answers we want too know.

Another words are mind is not at Peace with Pure Love so that are spirit can truly speak to us within our minds.

Where we are quite within are minds to hear are spirit speak too us within.

Written By,

Sharon Ann Cressy

Time 6:00 P.M.

Saturday:

January 3, 2004

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"Children And Adult's"

This is a true story that happens to children and it caries on today.

As some parents do it today.

And sometimes children grow up this way and think it ok.

They are hatful and cruel and they do not die and live on.

And this why adults are this way because they learn it from Generations to Generations before a child is born.

As they were taught that way in there life and it go in too adults!

We need to realize that we grow up and be come adults and that we can`t do this to anyone nor even are selves.

We have too think before we judge are selves or others.

It is sad that that people do this!

I'm not saying that all parents do this.

But I'm saying that quite a lot do and also when they grow in too adults hood as well.

And some say it will never happen again, but it does.

That is why we all think of what we do too others!

I got this in a Email a while back and I think it should be told.

As it bring back memories of my life and how hard it was for me.

But you see I didn't die and sometime when I was growing I wanted too die too.

But the Creator has a mission for me that I must do!

And that is too help anyone that needs it.

Too open their eyes and see what your doing too your self and others!

How my Heart is sadden how others can treat others like this way!

As it goes on every day of our life's!!!!!

The yell, hate, disrespect, beating one another! And this goes on when adults grow up from children and think that they can do the same thing to woman, men and children!

When will it ever end?

In till no one is left?

When will their Peace in Man And Love in their hearts????? NEVER????? IS THE QUESTION?

Written By,

Sharon Ann Cressy

Time: 12:14 A.M.

Thursday:

January 8, 2004

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*~*~*Sarah*~*~*

My name is Sarah

I am but three, my eyes are swollen

I cannot see, I must be stupid

I must be bad, what else could have made

my daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly, then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong or else I'm locked up

all the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone the house is dark my folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, so maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse my name he calls!

I press myself against the wall

I try and hide.

From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping he shouts ugly words,

he says its my fault that he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more, I finally get free and I run for the door.

He's already locked it and I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken, and my daddy continues

with more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream but its now much too late his face has been twisted into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain again and again.

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end! and he finally stops!

And heads for the door, while I lay there motionless sprawled on the floor!

My name is Sarah and I am but three,

tonight my daddy Murdered me.